Hey lovelies. I know I haven’t posted anything here for a really long time. Life has been insane in the best way possible! Life still feels like a dream. Sometimes I have to remind myself that it is real, that I am the happiest I have ever been and that I deserve that happiness.
With that being said, the past few days have been a bit rough for me. My brain has been slow and caught up in the pain of the past…. yet at the same time I’ve been feeling a bit numb. It has been three years since my mother passed away. I can hardly believe it, the time has just flown. I wish she could be here to see how my life has changed. I wish she was here to laugh and play with us. I miss her so much.
When it comes to every day life, I have zero motivation and the stress is a little paralyzing. BUT… I’m allowing the feelings to flow. I am giving myself grace. I understand why I’m feeling this way and there’s no way to force these feelings to go away. All I can do is give myself these moments, offer myself a hug and a kind word. I am human… I feel big things and that’s okay. When it comes to grief, I allow myself to grow around the pain. The grief doesn’t become less, I just keep growing.
I have faith that everything will be okay. I will find my flow…. the fire will embrace me again.
So, here’s a little reminder. If you’re not okay… if life has been feeling a bit challenging. Just take a deep breath and offer yourself the love and kindness you would give to others.
I’m sending you all big hugs.
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