Just Keep Going

Just keep going. That’s what I tell myself everyday. I have faith that things are improving, that my health is great, that my mental health is getting back to where it needs to be. Just keep going…. I’m going to be okay. Just keep going… your baby is going to be okay. Just keep going…. our family is going to be okay.

I’ve always found it fascinating how debilitating stress can be. It takes over my entire body and it’s like I’m stuck. There’s nothing to do in those moments besides sleep, or just sit and let the doom take over. I need to stop asking myself why I’m so tired and so slow… I just need to give myself some time. The lessons keep arriving and I do my best to learn. I deal with the people, the situations and the circumstances… I do my best to look at these lessons and take them on with grace.

Just keep going.
Just keep going.
Just keep going.
Just keep going.

I’m currently wrestling with a big fear… something that could potentially change everything about the way I wanted to give birth. Once again, I am sitting here just trying to figure out what I’m supposed to be learning from this. What is the lesson here? I know that everything happens for a reason and I always trust that the universe has my back but I can’t help but want to UNDERSTAND. I suppose that’s my downfall… I constantly have the need to understand things but I also happen to be an extremely confused individual.

Just keep going.
Just keep going.
Just keep going.
Just keep going.

I won’t lose myself in this and I’m incredibly lucky to have the most beautiful husband in the world. He keeps me smiling, laughing and sane… he makes everything brighter. I will keep going, growing and learning. This life is and always has been full of lessons. I’m happy to learn them… I think I just need a little break now. I’m tired.

How are you doing? I hope you’re okay and if you’re struggling… Just keep going. We’re going to be okay. ❤

Thanks for being here. I’ll chat to you soon.

🙂