Embrace The Change

So today I reached a bit of a breaking point and I realized I have to make a change. I need to start fresh. My mental health has been suffering and a lot of my old issues have come back. I have been suffering with flashbacks and I am in a constant state of fearContinue reading “Embrace The Change”

Let Hope In

Hey guys! I hope you’re staying sane out there! Things are going better here. I have found hope again and boy am I holding onto it tightly. I love the feeling of being hopeful. I have woken up four days in a row feeling hopeful. When my mom passed away I thought I would neverContinue reading “Let Hope In”

There Is Peace

I am in a very weird state of mind at the moment and all I crave is peace. I don’t want to have to feel the stress and worry. I want to be able to breathe deep and actually feel calm. I dream of smiling and meaning it. One thing I need to remind myselfContinue reading “There Is Peace”

Finding Peace.

I think in this time we all need to learn how to breathe again. We are usually rushing everywhere, we never stop… we never give ourselves time to breathe. I think coming back to the breath is very important. Now we have more than enough time. I don’t think we need to pressurize ourselves inContinue reading “Finding Peace.”

Am I still alive?

Hello people! Yes, I’m still around. Things have been kind of difficult here as it has been all around the world. Let me just say that my heart really does go out to all the people who are suffering or struggling in any way. If your mental health is suffering, if you have money issues,Continue reading “Am I still alive?”

This is getting to me.

I think the not being able to walk is getting to me. I have so much respect for people who don’t have legs or have lost the use of their legs. Our bodies work so hard for us, and when we are missing a part of our body it really screws things up. I supposeContinue reading “This is getting to me.”

I want to run!

I have a problem, I want to run but I can’t even walk. I’m still stuck in my mom’s wheelchair, moving around as best as I can. I spoke to my yoga teacher yesterday. Hopefully I will be able to go back to class next week. I’m being optimistic that I will be able toContinue reading “I want to run!”

Can You Believe It?

On Sunday last weekend, I sprained both of my ankles. Yep, you read that right. I sprained both of my ankles. The pain was unbelievable. I spent most of the week crying and laying in bed. Being off my feet for so long has proven to be very difficult. With having so many responsibilities andContinue reading “Can You Believe It?”

Meditation For Me

What Meditation does for me, meditation is so important and such huge part of my life. To give a little background on me; I used to be a pretty strict Buddhist, I practiced Zen Buddhism. My life had so much peace but then my mom got really sick and I relied on some bad influences.Continue reading “Meditation For Me”

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